watched HAPPY FEET and the music was pretty much v.great. yes.tis gurl is happy when there is good music. went to buy pretzel to sneak into e cinema(: actually wanted to hav jap for lunch. but it was damn ex.): ended up at village.but its ok cos its nice. yupps.e lunch was ok.and the price is also ok. wahahahs. then went to HMV. see that plastic tree thing. its even more ex can?! 67 bucks for 1 cd): haiis. i shall ask himm to send me. 3(or izzit 4) more daes. dunno to be happy or sad. sometimes i juz cant bear leaving spore.. or izzit himm? waddever boy 你开心 我就开心 sometimes i wonder y talking to u makes me feel so happy.. i guess i'll miss u

AND THE PACKING STARTS (: yes.but i'm too lazy. someone tell me how cold is 20degrees? can i wear skirts?can i wear my tanks n tubes?? will i freeze?? haiis.waddever.i shall but more jackets if i'm cold. but i wan more off-shoulders n turtlenecks(: karen is back(: waited for denise in e morning wif karen n nicholas. yupps.she is lost. then she cabbed to hihs so we went sch w/o her think near hm there got accident or something. and karen bought me a sleeveless from bangkok she must have bought loads LOADS of clothes. hahas(: brought back my cello. hmm.i can hug it to slp. yes.my cello shall be my love. going watch movie tml wif van. woots.so can shun bian buy things i nd for e trip. i'm hoping for jap(again) n pretzels.. yupps. will be spending bombs tml. waddever(: boy. u said jrock is ur love if can i wan to be jealous but i shall not. because thats e reason why i let u go i will miss u hoping to find tad for u

went cp in e morning. did my hmwk. like finished a n emaths (: yupps.rotting now. i feel like going shopping. i nd off-shoulders(: n jean shorts(: hahas. juz now my house there got fireworks.

dunno celebrating wad.

yupps.i shall do bio now.

//i was asked if i want to be a doctor or a lawyer.

i said lawyer.

maybe i'm selfish.

maybe i'm realistic.

maybe a lawyer earns more than a doctor.

but yeah.waddever.

i mean.tads not my goal in life.

realli.

i juz wan

to be wif music all the time

even my job.

a songwriter maybe.?

HOW I WISH.(: //

kinda addicted to e song 任性 its nice.

boy.

i nd more of ur weird expressions(:

cute right.hahas.

met him at library.

but i dunno who is he.juz find him cute(:

说真的

我羡慕他的单纯

我嫉妒他

可以什么都不懂

什么都不管

什么都不理会

什么也不会心痛

天真

好想不要长大 :D

at esplanade tad dae wif daddy. its nice juz listening to music n doing nth. besides.i found his fav(mayb used -to-be fav) song i'll remember e 9 pks of chilli sauce. wahahas(:(:

piano-ed.kaes.brahms not tad diif(: yupps.my chopin...gosh.i still dunno how to play. then went amk there go do my spec. now nd to wear the old 1.): arghh. then lunched at 3. bought currypuff(: the nice 1 yupps.went back mum is in a gd mood. ya.so its like quite ok going out wif her. dun tok to himm):

msn-ing himm.ya. dunno.i feel kinda weird. wif himm helping me n stuff. boy. like u cant dun listen to mandopop or dun realli listen to mandopop. or mayb u can promise me. as long as its music. everything will be fine. ya.music.MUSIC. cos tads our promise right from the start. nth else.juz music cos music is you. which is y i can choose to believe cos its u yupps.dun break tis promise. ps. dun worry.plastic tree is nice(:

noisy.like wads happening? all tad percussions.): n tad noisy neighbour of mine. u think i like ur song??wth did chem.went popular. ya.n rot at home. now at 6th episode le(: yes.i love tad show. boy. i miss u. i hope u can read my mind. "i'll do anything.to make u appear in my bream. i love u so much." u sure have forgiven me hard enough.so much so tad i'll become part of u. i kinda miss going bc todae.. yupps.miss those daes when we crap. n go late for classes. went shopping. hahas. piano tml(:

hmm.havent blog for like...2 daes? waked up earli for some checkup.nd to go again 6months later): nth much. now tad bro is away.e hse become like sooo quite.it can be scary yupps.hence my slpless nites. wanted to go out wif denise but cant): i guess peo do change. i cant sae if its a gd thing or a bad thing. but i noe that we will nvr be the same again. some things are juz meant to be left untouched. so that when u think bout those time they will be nice n perfect flawless. boy. u said u will be there n i din doubt u at all. knowing tad u care is enough realli i dun ask for more. suddenly i juz dunno wad to sae to u i juz wan tis kind of feeling to cont' cos its nice having u by my side to wad extent am i willing ot love u? can i love u tad much? enough to let u go? i dunno. cos i'm too selfish to let u go. so u shall always be here.

not a v good dae.the morning was ok.but the evening wasnt morning went for music lesson.then go esplanade wif daddy. find scores.daddy photocopied chopin's variation in d maj. dunno if i wan to play e secondo. cos i dun think i can do a good job. came back at bout 3. parents quarelling. then everyone become moody. i also no mood to do work. then me n my bro was in my room the whole time. i dun wanna hear anymore screaming n shouting. ): tis is not wad i wan. boy. u din break tad promise. tads gd enough. but i kinda realli nd you now. tis kind of situation. i dun think i can make it. realli. u will be there wont u? but i dun wan to bother u alot. i now i did. u're always listening to me. even if ur prob are more than mine. u will keep it.n still console me. i like it the way it is. i hope it wun change. nd u badly. juz tad badly. tis gurl is not as strong as u imagined.

kboxed.then went ps for neoprints. yupps.then walked around. decided to watch a movie. so we watched 007. quite a long show.thought e movie was going to end when its onli the begining of.. erm.like betrayal stuff. quite nice. 梁山伯与茱丽叶.a super nice song.(: love it so much.think we played like 3times at kbox. yupps.got v high when singin zhiyou.hahas. boy. how much more am i willing to give? how long more can i wait? 我愿意付出一切 只为换回你 i'm still waiting.1 more dae. dun dissapoint me. 难道是你不懂我的心？ the reason y i woke up at 3 is because of u. the reason of my sleepless nitez is u. the reason for all tad smiles is u. the reason for me to believe in eternity is u. the reason for everything is still u.

kbx-ing later(: cant slp ystrdae.woke up at 3am. shoots.then slpt at 5am): becoming panda. juniors are off to chalet. i'm bored. boy. i'm starting to be v dependent on u. i'm starting to miss u more every dae. i dunno y.i cant seem to stop. ya.i noe we will be hurt again. i noe i was wrong e other time. but.ya.cant u like dun help me so readily. it'll make me even more guilty. like i nvr hurted u before. boy.forgive me. maybe one dae. we will write 属于我们的歌 kinda hope tad will happen. kinda want to be ur gurl again. boy.i nd u by my side. to tell me everything will be alrite. to tell me u will be there. to ask me to rest well. ya.tad song. loves

lalas. he's helping me wif me music. yupps. i cant hate himm.cos i too love himm. boy.u sure drive me crazy(:

went van hse to study. but chatted most of the time. ya.she's a gd fren(: till rotting at hme.cos i'm not in a mood to do hmwk bleah.new chem stuff haven do. watched CLICK. quite nice.makes me so emo.wadever going kbox tml wif mei.(: boy. i'll still wait. cos i still love u. but tad will not be for long. cos i'm starting not to believe in eternity.

i shouldn't have trusted himm. stuppid me): boy. if it turns out to be like tis. y promise me in the first place. wad more can i say. but i realli miss u. onli if u noe.

HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY(:(:(: hahas.sms-ed himm. :D its like 10 over sms but realli made my dae. yupps.he's still tad sweet. muahas. boy. keep your promise. be there like u sae u will. cos every little sweetness will realli make me happy and make it real worth for waiting all these while. yupps.cheers. sarangheyo(:

haiis.rotting at home. went to cut my hair in e morning.then go hm library to collect my bk. went home.slp-ed da-bao fd for dinner cos no-one is cooking): then watched tv.rot. so sian..cant concentrate on doing my hmwk. not a very good dae. tis room is too stuffy.crap. in my dreams.i still see u. yupps.i still miss u and stuff.but it doesnt matter anymore. cos i still believe u will be there when i need u. juz like any other time(:

my love.hahas.

DENISE + STEPUP made my dae.(:

co-ed in the morning.we are late again.

cos denise wanted to return bks at library,so we went there before going co. then we saw butterfly went we are walking up to co room :/

yupps.so denise thought of an excuse.

george bush went pass punggol.and so we are late.

cos he also went pass tampiness n sk.

like tat then those at hougang will all be late.hahas.lols

then watched step up wif denise.

karen cant go.cos her dad dun allow.sad

so after co went to somerset there.walked to cathaycl

ate bk then took neos(:(:

went to 4th n 5th level to find the cinema.

turned out its in 6th level.lols

so we are late for like 10 mins n missed e first part.

but its ok.cos nth much happened.

yupps.STEPUP is a nice nice show

the dance was fabulous.i love it

too bad karen din watch.

then went to taka.e children section is so damn nice.

denise is strawberry(:

we will go there again when we watch death note2.hahas

mrt-ed back.denise stopped at wrong station.

my blur meiix. :p

dunno if she can sneaked here tonite.lols

anyw.A HAPPY DAE AGAIN.

whole family except me is going to vietnam.

yupps.so i can do all i wan.hahas.

gonna trim my hair.and go find cd later.yupps.

LALAS(:

on a crazy dae.tis crazy gurl decided to wear a dress. i declare myself officially MAD. gosh!cant believe i wear a dress.lols went co on wed.then halfway went for music. its quite fun.mrs tay let us c e new syllabus n stuff. then got music writing hmwk. after that went sakae-ing wif van.then to esplanade to find scores. went to some art shop at taka.its big n tempting. cos got lots of cute stuff.even e tissue papers are so nice. i think buy le also wun wan to use.cos too nice le. then bought pretzel again.tis time is choco mint(: then went to hereen HMV to buy haydn listened to some parts.but like so-so only i still like new world symphonies. romantic music n timpani is my new love. went for chem todae.late for 30 mins.lols then got el lesson.quite ok. bio was cancelled.mrs ganesan cant make it. think our class bio v lagged behind): i dun wanna die nxt year. so we were released super earli. went for breakfast-cum-lunch at mac wif van. yupps.fillet w/o cheese. so nice(: bused home.went to watch death note again. cos i dun feel like doing assignment. 3essays due tml.i dun like tis.

wear dress.lols.must have went out of my mind :P sakae-ed wif van(: i juz cant resist good food(: yupps.bad 鸭子stole e lion's mane.its somewhere near esplanade juz like tis design. how i wish i'm 3-8yrs old.then can watch tis.lols.

some a cute gingerbread.hahas

失去 是得到的开始

得到 却是失去的开始

sometimes.its about letting go.

MEIIS. STEP UP TML.YEAH(:(:

mugged a while.ate caramel raisin pretzel(: went library n borrowed tons of comics. came back home n rot. watched tv from 7-9.which is like 2 hrs.i nvr watch for more then 1 hr shoots.i shall mug some more late. tml going co n music elec. then gonna eat n library wif van(: planning wad to eat tml. mayb jap(again..but its ok.cos jap food are nice) i'm getting fat.boos):

(: i'm a happi gurl.

(: i'm a happi gurl. met up wif my cher at 12. then she treated sakae. yupps.its nice.wif all e claypot n spicysour soup. i made vanessa jealous.lols (: then walked to esplanade. spend dunno how many hours at e library. gosh.e library is v big wif lots of scores. n i saw pop song cds there.but they are NOT FOR LOAN): then wads e point?? after tad went to millenia walk?haiyah.frget wads e name then when to tad music place to find harmony stuff. yupps.then cher reserved room for prac.its 90 bucks. tads v ex.. after tad wanted to go home.but had a craving for sweet stuff. so went to orchard to buy papa beard choco foundant(dunno how to spell) its like so chocolate lor.and its sweet(: reached home at like 6.upload pic.bathe.dinner at dinner,i'm bored.so i made a smiley face in my carrot.lols hmm.i should do some work tonite. its a nice dae.and i'm happy. THANKS MS WU (:(: i shall not have a stead now. cos i shld be preparing for my O but i noe tad if its himm tis promise is gonna be broken.again. its like i noe i'm going to get hurt. but i'm still willing to get hurt. juz because of himm. ya himm. cos long before.its already ALL ABOUT YOU(: boy.u made me wan to fall in love.

the food.(:

the seafood claypot rice thingy.its nice.finished everything.i love good food(:the teddy bear shop at esplanade.

can costumize ur own bear.its like so nice lor.

someone buy me one.lols(:

exhibition at esplanade.tis looks like lovers dancing(:

how sweet.

who is he?the photo frame folder? took tis quite ancient bus back to city hall a smilling carrot(:

haiis.moodswing ystd.mayb too stressed le. juz thinking bout nxt year O's will drive me mad went tuition.quite fun. played a (quite lame)game.v funny. then went home to slp. bored.cos i dun wanna study. reading my previous blog.which is like 1 yr ago. then i saw everything. n i rememnered everything 2709 tad dae.he is mine. but not anymore. it is juz so hard to let himm go. waddever.but i juz miss himm so. sometimes i still see u in my dreams. i hope u will still be there 如果有一天 让我看见你和别的女孩 我该怎么办？ 还是好想你

todae's open house was alrite. but its quite scary to conduct when there are peo tads quite close to u.e feeling is not the same like on stage.when on stage, the peo are further away. anyw.breafst-cum-lunched wif kare nat kfc(: then met denise,then went popular to change e bk thing. got tw oof e 2007calender.then got 律君pic. sher wanted 1 so i gave her.kind soul of e dae.lols(: then watched some goong thing at pop before walking back to sch.we're late for 10mins.not so bad :x then afetr e first performance i went home. yupps.ended up in vivo at 4.so went to watch flushed away wif my bro.it was sure crowded.had a hard time walking round cos of the no. of peo.gosh! e show was so-so.then dinner-ed at hougang mall cos vivo was too crowded.went to pepper lunch.spent like 20bucks.double gosh! went around.go library n went home.not a very good dae.haiis.

wad a dae

bridging-ed. lunch-ed.denise's mum treat us Thai Express.e food is nice.but the bill came up to 74plus bucks! so pai-seh.cos i came late n they have to wait for me eat finish. but THANKS DENISE'S MUM ANYW(: openhouse cancelled.i'm pissed off.cos i took like 30min to arrange the chairs.n my effort went dow nthe drain.pissed off. CO set piece come out le.dun look to diff.but cello part is challenging.which is good(i dunno) tml going to open house again.yupps.conducting for 1 song. missed 2 lessons.haiis. u juz dunno how badly i nd a gd grade. i cant dissappoint anyone.i do have to make a choice. but sometimes.u juz wun understand. so wad if i hav high expectations.? i shall do wad i think is rite for me. so offence though. meiis.looking forward to going out wif u guys again(: meeting for breakfast tml. hope nth goes wrong.its a public performance(sort of) so BEST WISHES FOR HICO(:

cl compre passage

finallyy.it took so long to upload tis. btw.tis is a cl compre stuff given todae for e cl lesson(ya.bloring) it saes to give us a happy childhood. oh pls.i got piles of hmwk to be done,things to revise n waddever other crap.how to hav a happy childhood? enlarge e pic to see e passage.(plus my crap comment.in e pt of view of a hum student) todaes music lesson was fun(as in funny) shld i major in music writing( practise harmony lor.) or performing( more devotion to e piano.) haiis.think i will be dead when e course work starts. n dingchao is unpredictable.hahas. so there will be loads of workshps nxt year. i still think i will somehow die again nxt year. xcept if i pia tis year. blame e 'o'.i dun like it.HMPH. bringing was ok.boring though. DENISE N KAREN IS IN E SAME CLASS. i'm happy for them.yea (: they changed e open hse to tml n sat.haiis. so rush.no time to prac. i shall NOT think of wad is going to happen tml.not tad i hav no confidence in them but no seniors(as in sec3), no conductor(an uncertified conductor is better then none rite!) WAD IS GOING TO HAPPEN?GOSH! listened to geqian juz now it does brought back loads of memories. juz tad he wun noe y.(as in he.not himm :x )

can someone buy me lollipop?

yupps.in nd to lollipop to cheer me up.any kind will do.esp strawberryncream. it has been ages sincei ate lollipop ): i'm super tired todae. went for lessons in e morning.then longjohnsilver-ed wif denise,felicia,lingtong. bought e set meal thing which include tis 1.5l cherry.lols. co-ed.played lots of error.had meetin. new bass sec.leader nxt year is DENISE(: new bass ass.sec.leader is LINGYING (: then after co played bball. is mryeo+xinhui+tzeguan+me VS rayson+nickchew+woonwei(nt sure how to spell)+viv. i think we won (: bus-ed back wif karen. a beautiful+busy dae.can i complain.? it took just too long.we r not focused.is tad e point?

random pic-edited

denise found tis pic of me conducting. gosh.i so pai-seh btw.who am i looking at?i dunno. managed to load pics from my hp(: some random pics.

new blog! (:

lalas.a new blog cos i'm too lazy to do work.juz feel like rotting. i did do some hmwk.but i dun seem to finish. : 40 elearn hmwk.-rahhs- bridgin-programmed tis morning. hist is getting more chim n i'm even more lost. did a little chem 'prac'.my end product for a certain reactn looks like grape(as in e drink) wq asked me to drink.lols. yupps.end sch feeling tired n stuff.went home. mum asked me to help her bring down some stuff and I SAW HIMM.(juz his back.but it doesnt matter) the thing is.i dun think he bian huai. he's still tad perfect to me(waddver.but stil..) hahas.then i went back wif this weird feeling.cant do work so i slept. i see a change in them.y cant things just be the same? i cant help it but i juz dun like it. another long dae tml.

Let me see himm again.tis time i wanna talk to himm(: